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The Super Model

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I’m obsessed with the documentary “The Super Model” on AppleTV+. It has been incredibly cathartic to compare the journeys of Cindy Crawford, Naomi Campbell, Christy Turlington, and Linda Evangelista to my own experience. When I started modeling I was 15. I was runner up for Elite Model Management’s Look of The Year. Cindy Crawford won and I was second. She was the hot, sexy 18 year old, and I was the 15 year old sporty…

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Work In Progress

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I have regrets. I have a lot. I should have never have shot the cover of PLAYBOY at 40 years old. I didn’t deserve it. I should have waited until I was 50.I will never forget shooting the USWeeklys BEST BODIES issue last summer, and crying in the mirror at the studio in Long Island City. I couldn’t believe that I was shooting this. I had been terrorized by an ex for not being skinny…

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